Starved.

Starved. Babies. Children. Teenagers. Adults. Absolutely Starved. 

I am not talking about physical starvation, although there is definitely a lot more of that in Kenya than anywhere else I have been. I am talking of a different type of starvation, one that I didn't really realise existed until I came to Kenya. But one that is just as destructive and painful as starvation of food. One that leads to messed up lives, to underdevelopment, to lack of achievement, to sadness, to fear, to violence, to low self-esteem, sometimes even to death. 

A starvation of love. 

Coming from an Australian background where love and care is the norm its hard to understand what it is like for many Kenyans. To be born into a family where you are not really wanted, where you are just another mouth to feed, to grow up with extended family members or neighbours, to shift from place to place, for no one to really know or care whether you are here or there. 

I noticed it at a children's home when I went into the boys dormitory to check on a lad who had a wound on his leg, instantly 3 other boys poked legs and arms out from under their dirty sheets to show me various wounds they had. They hadn't told anyone because there wasn't anyone who would care.

When I told one of these 13 year old orphans that I loved him he looked at me in a puzzled way, like he had never heard those words before.


Probably because he hadn't.


Showing one of my students some photos and videos of a good friend's newborn baby in Australia, he pays close attention to the screen and then looks up at me with a startled expression- 'this is very different to here in Kenya. Here the father says 'You should have used family planning!' or 'No, this isn't my child''. But this father... this father really loves his baby!" 

Upon return back to the school here in Kamukuywa I was greeted with an enormous overwhelming display of excitement and joy from all my students I taught last year. One thing I totally hadn't expected though was the shock on their faces when I greeted them, when I addressed one student by his full name and asked how he was going, he responded  'Madam! surely you don't actually remember an insignificant person like me?!"

Another student after asking me how my time in Australia was and hearing about my home life and family stopped and looking me in the eye said 'Madam. Thank-you for returning. Thank-you for loving us".

I don't think I have ever thanked anyone for loving me.

I have never felt the need, because love has always been there. But for Ferdinand being loved was something out of the ordinary. 

One of the high school students here expresses her feelings about her sponsorship in a letter..'I sincerely appreciate for the love that you have to me, I was wondering how a person I have never seen could be paying for my school fees!' when you don't experience love from people around you, it is hard to comprehend love from someone who doesn't even know you.  

Of course this isn't the case for some, there are exceptions and there are children who have very good relationships with their parents. But the fact that this is reality for so many is heart wrenching. 

Not having the security of being surrounded by loving people is something that affects humans more than we would realise.  Supporting these kids and showing them some of the love of God is something that does and will totally change their lives. 

Can you help?

Have a watch and if you are able to help out these kids, any amount would be much appreciated!

For each of the 56 kids...
Mosquito Net = $5
Sheets = $11
Mattress = $23
Bed = $55
One child fully equipped= $94

Direct Deposit:

Agape in Action, Bank of Queensland

BSB: 124031

Acc No: 20690528

Earmark donation as 'Mutongoi'

Paypal:

Click on the link and scroll down to One Time Project Donation (any amount)

http://www.agapeinaction.com/project_payment.html

For more info send me an email:  tabithaverity@gmail.com 

Sponsorship Photos..

It is a hot African summer day but the breeze blowing in my face from my position perched on the back of the motorbike is cooling enough for it to be a pleasant ride. We are wizzing along dirt trails, through fields of maize and past mud huts in rural coastal Kenya, across paddocks and farms and market places we ride. Every now and again we stop to greet people and ask directions. I am tightly gripping the borrowed SLR camera I have around my neck, it is very essential that it is in working order as the purpose of our searching is to photograph sponsored children to send an update to their sponsors. 

Arriving at a ramshackle cow yard we find a shirtless man, half asleep on the ground. He jumps up, clearly startled at our arrival, groping for a shirt and struggling to find words, he finally secures his shirt with a mismatched button and proudly declares 'Good evening!' in a slightly too loud voice. It is not even 2pm but considering he has only just woken up and English is his 3rd language its not a bad effort. 

We enquire as to the whereabouts of the child we are looking for as the local Agape rep says she usually stays with him, however he informs us that the girls mother is very ill, they don't expect her to survive more than a few days and the child has accompanied her to hospital.
Both men turn to me for a solution, they know that I have travelled hours to come here for the photos, and despite the tragedy of the situation they are genuinely concerned about me returning without the photo  'she is not here, so what do we do then!?'. I assure them that it is fine, the sponsor will understand if they don't receive their photo for a little longer. We can return another time. 

When we arrive at our next falling down farmhouse the lad we are after, Mulilu, is also not around, however family members assure me that if I can just wait they will locate him. Mulilu is out grazing the cattle. He sheepishly comes around the corner of the building, nervously murmuring about being in dirty clothes, once again I assure that it is ok and he manages a big grin for the camera. 

As I hop on the back of the bike for another search I can't help but smile to myself, I don't know what I really imagined when I first heard of the concept of 'sponsoring children' or how I thought the photos came about when I received email updates of the girl I started sponsoring many years ago, but now I stop and think about it, of course a child from a rural farming background will live hours from comfortable cities and good roads suitable for cars... However, little did I imagine that I would be the one hooting around the countryside snapping pictures of these gorgeous kids!